Some days the pain is too much to take,
Some days I can't see beyond it.
Some days the panic hits me so bad I feel I'm drowning.
Dirty and useless
Pathetic and stupid.
Inside my head I scream at myself
Until it is almost all I can hear.
So easy to be suffocated to darkness
When somedays I can't see a way to live with this
Live through this
Somedays it seems like to much for me
Somedays. .
