I am on a medication that gives me quite vivid dreams, one of which has become a 70k word short story that I still have to finish writing but the other night I dreamt I was at Top of The Pops watching Annie Lennox sing and this is what she was singing. Ive been watching alot of star trek on netflic....I think that explains some of it. :)
The rain falls down upon me, soaking me through,
Feels like drowning.
Dark clouds swirl overhead.
As those around me walk passed in the dry
Not seeing the water cascade over and around me.
Not seeing passed the crooked smile and agonised eyes.
Throw out your hand.
This isn't it, This isn't the life I wanted, for me, for us. The pain, the loneliness of constant pain. The aching in my chest for a life not lived Merely survived. Waking each morning it starts before I can open my eyes, Gnawing at my self worth, my fight being drained from me. Sometimes it's all I can do to keep breathing. In, out.